FUCK YOUR CARRD

carrd and the rest of your website-maker-thingamabobs suck big fat balls. take back your internet freedom and start being neocities-pilled today!

i have used this carrd for a little over a year now; but all good things must come to an end. as i learn HTML and create my own website, set up my own professional web identity, and just have fun enjoying myself instead of being a slave to conformity, i learn how to be independent, create, and support myself.
from a young age i would hear my mother (with whom i lived when i was younger) talk with her friends about how skilled i was. music and art, my teacher and fellow students always said i was skilled (even though i personally think my art didn't get real good until late 2022. i just was better than everyone else lmao.) i have a very specific memory of playing with drums that you hit with your hands (because fuck if i know what the specific name is) and hearing my mother speak with the daycare provider about how damn good i was with rhythm. which is true actually, i drummed on things a lot and i developed really good patterns.
fast forward christmas 2019, i got my first actual personal phone. you wanna know the first thing i did? i looked up "song from vine where birds run from wave" and the instrumental for "you got the curves, she got the curves" by renard came up. i really feel like the rest is history because after that a lot of my internet presence always had a whiff of lapfox. just a tang of lapfox in the air. which definitly influenced how i used bandlab on and off 2020 - early 2022. i started using openmpt in december of 2021 because i finally had gotten access to a personal laptop that ran windows.
anyways yawwnnnn im tired. links below are places you can find me
biden needs to stop sucking netanyahu's cock

REN!!!! THE GABBER HORSE

he/him :]white tme perisex trans guypsychological therian [horse]

he/him (he/its in beta testing)

i reclaim slurs (that i can reclaim) very important.

namesnote(s)
renplease use it it will make my day
chenoah[shen-oah] (friends who knew me prior to name change only)
caliberin beta testing

friendly local horse man

what am i?

grey aromantic grey asexualit depends, but doesn't happen much.
poly + bii don't date people atm, however i can love multiple people at once.
trans guywhy are all my favorite characters non-women? he/him.
psycological horse theriani don't really have a single coat type or breed i think of myself as. but most commonly i would go with arabian quarter horse cross with pinto markings.

THINGS I LIKE!

halley labs/lapfox trax/vulpvibe recordssince 2020 baby (not because of penis music)
the offspringbad habit, genocide, something to believe in, come out and play, the meaning of life, mota, cool to hate, the kids aren't alright, feelings, walla walla, americana, pay the man, come out swinging, special delivery, conspiracy of one, huck it, the noose, long way home, hit that, race against myself (can't get my) head around you, never gonna find me, lightning rod, da hui, can't repeat, defy you, half-truism, trust in you, you're gonna go far, kid , hammer head, the future is now, hurting as one, cruising california, dividing by zero, slimpickens does the right thing and rides the bomb to hell, this is not utopia, let the bad times roll, the opioid diaries, hassan chop
xra/xavier renegade angelwhy is he hot
31 minutosi have bad taste in men so i think tulio is hot
tally hallmy favorite tally zooweemama said g

dni

  • usual dni criteria (pedos/maps, zoophiles, queerphobes, proshitters/proshippers, nsfw accounts, ableists, edtwt, shtwt, etc)

  • dsmp fans (mcyt fans are fine; just no dream fans lmao)

  • people who enable people who lie about abuse

  • cryptobros, ai "artists"

  • cunts who listen to a song and call themselves a fan of that artist

  • joe hawley supporters

  • if you're a zionist you should be hanging from your ceiling fan

do not bring up anything that involves abuse of any kind or trauma to me. as someone who has experienced much trauma during his childhood i do not want to hear it.
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i don't participate in online discourse or any discourse as i am way too busy enjoying life, i never have the energy to argue. i like keeping peace in my corner of the internet, and as a mentally ill fucker, to avoid any stress i avoid any discourse. however if i see someone pulling bullshit i shan't hesitate to call them out on it.

Sento nel core certo dolore,
che la mia pace turbando va.
Splende una face che l'alma accende,
se non è amore, amor sarà

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Hmmm Nice little Message you have there Nicole. About Hanson are good and Offspring Are gay... Let me remind you extract: Like oh my god. WALLYCHICK, YOU ARE SUCH A MOTHERFUCKIN BITCH. I THINK YOU SHOULD GIVE HANSON A CHANCE. THEIR MUSIC IS FULL OF POSITIVE MESSAGES. AND BY THE WAY, HANSON IS SO NOT GAY. IF ANYONE'S GAY ITS THE OFFSPRING. ALL OFFSPRING FANS SHOULD ROT IN HELL!!!!! YAY SPICE GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! E-MAIL ME, YOU SACKS OF GODDAMN SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [email protected]....... [email protected]........... [email protected]............. [email protected].............. [email protected].............. [email protected].............. [email protected]............. [email protected].................. [email protected].................. [email protected]................ [email protected].................. ........................................................... .......................................................... ........................................................... ..................................................................................................................... ......................................................................................... .......................................................... E-MAIL ME YOU ILLITERATE PILES OF FUCKIN SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVEN'T GOT ONE HARASSING LETTER YET................LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSERS LOSRES LOSERS Now Nicole. People think what they want about Hanson and you think what you want about offspring. The truth is Offspring aren't gay at all, You dick cos Dexter is married and the others have Girlfriends. Hmm suck on that one.. ooh ohh Part 2... Hanson are gay because THEY DON'T have any relations with girls at all. And come on think about it. Hanson songs having meaning??? Let me remind you yet again extract of lyrics: Mmm bop.... Doo wop.....Mmm bop Yeah .... Is that enough. Fine I don't care if you listen to Hanson and don't like Offspring the thing is that you get on and abuse them and especially That list of "asswipes" as you called them had my friends Name in it. Now if I ever meet you in offspring Chat I will BOOT you on sight. Unless you do some serious Sucking up on the Graffiti Wall. .Your Choice. I will be waiting for your Tag on the Wall.. .... P@g@nlord......... p.s. Hmm about you calling others Illiterate. Look at yourself first, bitch. You spelt the word Asswipe as Asswhipes... No "h" Bitch. Get it right Next time.
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Big imp is a loser I bet you never even heard offspring you little mariah carey freak.
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Ben is a weener!!!!Ben T.G. He really is!!!!! I can't get that song "AMAZED" out of my HEAD!!!!It's SICKO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Hey there chicks, I'm still looking for that bone. You know a root!!!! OFFSPRING IS SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I THINK OFFSPING IS THE BEST FUCKING BAND OUT THERE!!!
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You Cold 187!!! Fuck off motherfucker. Offspring is the best band. cold 187 smell shit. Fuck you stupid man.
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At the core of every movement are some ideas. Usually there are also songs (with no ideas) about "rockets red glare," "amber waves of grain," "purple mountain majesty," and other hidden drug references.
This is better. These songs have ideas PLUS drugs, sex and ass-kicking. Memorize them, then eat your monitor.

list of projects, sites, accounts, whathaveyou that i am involved in